I just lost a whole bunch of Christian friends.... it's so hard, feeling alone again, feeling like pieces are being ripped from my body, while I don't have that many pieces to give in the first place.
Owell, fuck them.
Mom was accosted by seven teenaged boys tonight, it was scary, she doesn't deserve to feel scared at the hands of someone else. I want her to feel alright, to feel safe.
She feels neither of those things, and I'm so sorry for that.
I'm sorry I can't be there all the time mom, I need to live my own life! I can't follow you around, protecting you! I wish I could, I wish I had the time to be able to do that.... but I can't. You need to defend yourself, and be smart about where you go.
We're going to be moving soon, mommy, believe me. As soon as I get the loan from school, we're outta here, just wait, you'll see. It'll be safe, and quiet, clean, and nice.
Just wait, it will all be worth it. This shitty apartment will then be a thing of the past, and all you'll have to worry about is what music to listen to to provide some background noise.
I love you, and I don't want to see you hurt.





