irishdreams's Journal

 I now hate my boyfriend.   He doesnt care how badly he hurts me, and everything is my fault....nothing has changed since he quit drinking.  Its just sugar coated a little bit more.  But he is still an asshole and he will never be anything else. I want to get away from him so badly, but I need money to move out., and Im too sick to take on a job right now.  :(