irishdreams's Journal

My bf is out of jail.  During the time he was in I tried to kill myself...A friend called 911 and so I am here.  Had a bad fight with my family and they have all abandoned me...My bf posted bail and is home..loving me  and taking care of me.  Hes off the alcohol and has been sober for weeks now and I have been for a week.  Things are great between us...but I am scared that it will all be taken away and now I dont have my family or friends.  They were very cruel to me and I will never forget what they have done.  My bf John is all I have now.  I still hurt so bad in side. I feel hopeless and still want to go to sleep and never wake up.