Paulhera's Journal

I didn't sleep well last night. I had to keep waking up to make sure that my mother was ok. My family is going to be very angry once they hear that she tried to overdose and that it might have been my fault. I wish that I could just take my stuff and leave but I don't have the money to do so. I receive a check every month but most of it goes to credit card bills.

I wonder if I should just take a few things and leave and never come back? But where would I go and where would I stay? I feel like I am trapped.

Things are really not going well.