So out of nowhere here comes the rain...without warning or anything..Today has been ok..not bad or good just ok...my 8yr old asked me today how was I feeling..I said straight faced..not a smile not a frown just a straight face.
Next week is vbs for the kids and it seems so strange at times unfair for life to go on without my dad..I know that it is crazy but at times it seems like he is missing so much and I want to wait until he comes home to do whatever activity it is...funny thing though..he is not coming home..since I am the 2nd to the youngest in a family of 5 girls we traveled alot because of the military and at times it feels like he is overseas...): I know the reality of it but at times it just seems so wierd going on without my daddy.
Wow..Im reading what I posted and I sound like a litle girl watching and waiting for daddy to ome home instead of a 34 yr old with a family of her own..
The only comfort that I have is knowing that my daddy is not hurting anymore..he is not hurting anymore..![]()





