Is death the only way out?
September 25, 2009 4:57pm
Well I stopped thinking about dying and tried it, almost did except my husband came back to talk more and found me. Been in the hospital for awhile …
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REMcC
4:58pm, September 25, 2009
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About Me
REMcC
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About Me
I am an Esthetician lost my business, mother of 5 boys, 3 birth sons and 2 step sons and in my second marriage. My father passed on May 19th 2009. I have a hard time reaching out when I need help, tend to close myself in to avoid judgement and rejection. Not passionate about much lately.
I am an Esthetician lost my business, mother of 5 boys, 3 birth sons and 2 step sons and in my second marriage. My father passed on May 19th 2009. I have a hard time reaching out when I need help, tend to close myself in to avoid judgement and rejection. Not passionate about much lately.
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Interests
Reading, painting, and camping
Reading, painting, and camping
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Journal
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So busy
June 26, 2009 4:30pm
I have been keeping very busy helps to stay busy I think. I am working nights now and still doing days at the salon while I go about closing it up. …
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Got through the week end ok
June 23, 2009 12:22pm
I went away for the week end with my mother to visit one of my sisters. I did ok getting through fathers day just stayed real busy playing with my …
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Mental health
June 18, 2009 12:12pm
I guess the Mental health Counceler thinks it is important to see me sooner they called back and want to see me tomorrow morning. This is a good …
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Step Two
June 17, 2009 3:01pm
I went to my family doctor today, she gave me a prescription for Alprazolam. Hope it will help me. I also walked into our local mental health clinic …
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Hugbook
Hug
Hi Hun,Just checking in to see how your doing.How did your appointment go?Stay positive ,Hugs sue xxx
Rainbow
You will make it to the other side! Good luck!
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Hug
Morning Hun,Well it is over here.LOl.I can understand your pain,i lossed my Dad just over a year ago and i still think he is at home with my Mum.I don't think i have really come to terms with it yet.I was just getting along and then it hits you.You'll get there Hun it will never go away but you will have a new normal.Lots of love Sue xxxx
I’m With You
Sounds like you need a hug - feel free to message me anytime.
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Moment of Peace
Sorry for your loss, one foot in front of the other! You can do it!
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI am here because I am stuck in a dark place and have very strong thoughts on wanting to leave this world of pain. I feel all alone and lost. There is way too much to tell in this post.
Treatments
- Paxil Not Working
- I am not on meds right now have been off for a few years but recent life happenings have floored me and I am struggling to hold on.
Close Bereavement
Type: Loss of a ParentMy father passed on May 19th 2009. Which also happens to be my birthday. I have never had to deal with the loss of someone so close and it has floored me and as much as I try to pick myself up i can't I have no support aroung me. I feel so very alone and so very sad and it isnt getting any better.
Treatments
- Crying Too Soon to Tell
- Keeping Busy Somewhat Helpful
- Pets Somewhat Helpful
- Only my darling doggy gives me unconditional support and love.
- Reading Not Working
- I tend to use this to exscape my reality but it is always there waiting for me.
- Support from Friends & Family Not Working
- I am alone in my grief my family is life as usual take take take.
- Support Groups Too Soon to Tell
- Just joined this support group.
- Talking Not Working
- I was told today that people don't want to hear about my problems so I should keep it to myself.
