Journal Entry for June 13, 2009
I feel so fed up today. I blew so much money and couldn't even say what on, coupled with a disasterous 5th birthday for my son i really just want …
mum, student nurse and feeling rather fed up. I thought I had beaten depression - all i did was mislay it for a while!
mum, student nurse and feeling rather fed up. I thought I had beaten depression - all i did was mislay it for a while!
I feel so fed up today. I blew so much money and couldn't even say what on, coupled with a disasterous 5th birthday for my son i really just want …
So, did i really believe after 7 years of depression that i could go ahead and get over depression just like that. A change of scene, lifestyle etc, …
I had clinical depression for 7 years - and thought i had moved on, bettered my life, beat the vicious circle - but me thinks i was wrong!
After the humiliation of being told i was too fat for the scan table when pregnant with my 4th I decided to lose weight. I have lost almost 4stone, but still have 10 stone to lose. i feel inadequet, useless, unattractive, stupid...need i go on!