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msjan 
10:40am, October 16, 2009
How do we heal alone? No one cares. We have to care about ourselves because no one is going to do it for us. How do I make him see that his lying about his affair is only making our life worse and not better? I hate him for it, for what he has done to me in this time of my life when I needed him most. He has been apart of my life for most of my life. Why did he hurt me so bad? Why did he even want to? I know I couldn't be turned on to someone knowing how much it would hurt my spouse at home. How relaxing is that? How sensual? I woundn't think very. I'm glad I'm not the betrayer. To live with those kinds of regrets after what we been through and what our lives have been. I almost feel sorry for him. I think he needs more help than I.
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Do you think he even considered you in his decision making?
I am glad you are caring about yourself. Hope things are getting better for you.
NCNanc