my name is courtney. I am 22 years …
my name is courtney. I am 22 years old and 3 years ago i was beaten and raped by a boyfriend and his cousin. for the …
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syoungj150 
11:47am Monday
you've beat me
you've hurt me
and never once
have i siad it was
ok to do so.
you touch me and
silence me and never once
did i have a say.
i had love for you and
and i had feeling for you
but now i dont
i feel like its time
for me to close the current
and say "the end"
the end to life and
the end to me.
the constant hurting
and the eternaly
crying and the somberness
that settels in the pit of
my mind and sould.
i dont understand how the
silence can be so loud.and even
when i have the strength
to get from under you vicious
pit of hell you find a way
to pull me back
head down...as i watch my
feet take turn hitting the ground
i wanna run... run
but the chain you have on me constanly pulls me back
you've hurt me
and never once
have i siad it was
ok to do so.
you touch me and
silence me and never once
did i have a say.
i had love for you and
and i had feeling for you
but now i dont
i feel like its time
for me to close the current
and say "the end"
the end to life and
the end to me.
the constant hurting
and the eternaly
crying and the somberness
that settels in the pit of
my mind and sould.
i dont understand how the
silence can be so loud.and even
when i have the strength
to get from under you vicious
pit of hell you find a way
to pull me back
head down...as i watch my
feet take turn hitting the ground
i wanna run... run
but the chain you have on me constanly pulls me back
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That's how I feel. :( I'm sorry you feel that way, too. You're a good poet, by the way.
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I am sorry that so much cruelty and violence has been done to you!
I really like reading your poetry,and I am hoping that you find yourself,your beauty,your healing,and your freedom in your writings and creative art~
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