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patimanzana 
Working through this. Just slightly irriated with the whole relationship thing. Keep putting myself out there only to find I keep getting step on (emotionally). If I am myself which I view myself as basically a nice person, the world as a whole views it as a weakness and proceed to shread me. I get tired. So should I just switch to being a bit_h which seems to attract someone? I could not do this if I tried--being a bit_h all the time. Not my nature. I just get tired of the game. Never played it well. Still at my age just not able to. Been told I have a serious card--guess I will just have to deal. Huh--a pun! Miss the conversation of someone. The companionship. Work different hours which works against me to have a regular group of friends. Started back to church but it is so big I feel I get lost in the shuffle. Join a divorce care support group. This helps but still feel outside.
I will snap out of this just needed to vent a little.
