Journal

Well I have done so good with monitering my blood sugar and taking my insulin for almost a month, but now my sister and her boyfriend have come to visit and I find that I'm not keeping up with it all as I should.  My diabetes had gotten pretty serious when they decided to put me on insulin, I tested at 515!  Since the insulin has kicked in I've stayed under 190.  I'm pretty ashamed that I'm going to have to tell my doctor that it's my fault my sugars have been higher.  I know that I should take care of myself, and I really really want to... it's just so crazy around here and we're out all day doing things, I forget!  Once I remember I don't want to test because I know it's going to be high, and I can already feel the physical effects of it being higher than normal.  I guess I'm going to have to quit saying I'll get on track tomorrow and start getting on track right now.  My doctor is going to be so mad at me!