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well yesterday ryan truned a month old his little cousin was born the day before

so that means he has a cousin that is a month younger then him so they will be close in age and i hope will be close as in friends growing up ......

anyways other then that i'm so in shocke that some much times has gone by and also he has changed so much as well it seems like he was just born yesterday and grow up on my so fast

before long it will be a year .....

anyways my milk has still been really stuber but i'm not going to give up well atleast not for another two more weeks that is .... but i'm starting the fenugreek today since i just got it then i'm also going to try eating oatmeal everyday and see if that helps i hope it does that way i can stop formula and go all breastfeeding ....

so please everybody pray that this works and that my milk supply comes up really good that way i can stop the formula .......

well heading out so talk to you all later ....

oh and sorry that i havn't been on much this past month ...

well I'm happy to say that i had my little boy

he was born August 10 @ 5:17pm

name is Ryan Yamil Munoz

he was 6 pounds 14 ounces

19 1/2 inches long

oh yeah i'm gladto add that i did this drug fee

just like i wanted to do..... yeah :)

it has been really hard since we have been home

cause my body is not wanting to make milk well that is untill

today i did make some milk but but i hope that by tomorrow there is

more cause i'm tierd of havingto give him formula at night i want to be albe to breast feed all day and night not breast feed only in the day time and give him formual at night time

it suckes and i don't like it at all ....

anyways since we have been home the boys have been a pain in the butt

but also a bog help well that is when they want to .....

i wish it was more want to then not

javier is haveing a hard time agusting to the fact that i want to breast feed

cause his ex wife didn't so he has never experianced anything like this

 he doesn't understand that untill mymilk comes in i have to feed him like all

the time ....

he is all the time manking the comment that he ryan is all the time hungery and that

he wants to eat non stop

but i guess he has talked to a few people and they have explained tom him that

not every body is the same and that some people have there milk come in before the baby is

born or 2 to 3 days after baby is born but in my case it is problem going to be

two weeks i hope not .....