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mrsg2006 
2:19pm, November 3, 2009
I haven't been on here in a minute. To get you guys updated on what is going on. The last that i wrote on here was in aug. Well in Sept. 1st to be exact my husband lost his grandmother. While we were at her funeral services, his mother passed away as well. Double Whammy!! That would be four days later. At the end of Sept. (24th), I lost a very dear person to me. This woman was my aunt, friend, and another mother. She died of cancer. Now the point of me getting to all this was about two weeks after she passed, she came to me in a dream. I asked her did she see my grandfather she replied yea. I asked her did she see Bryce and she smiled at me and told me yes. When I woke up that morning it fel as if all my stress and problems went away. I was now at peace with myself. I am able to sleep at night, go to bed without worrying about getting a bad news phone call, and even live a little. I am also able to reconnect back with my survivng kids. On top of that a week after the dream with her, I got back the autopsy report. Now I feel that it is time for the healing to begin.
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Yesterday made three months that Bryce died. On yesterday, My four month old nephew died. What is this world coming to. I told my husband any thoughts of another baby is definite out of the question. Please pray for my family. my nephew was my brother's only child.
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So sorry to hear about your nephrew. Saying prayers for you and your family. Hugs!
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I'm sorry! Did your nephew pass from SIDS as well? I'm sending you and your family HUGS and prayers!
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Oh no!!!!!!!!! This is TERRIBLE!! How can this happen to 2 siblings??(your and your brother?)
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I will add ALL of your family to my thoughts and prayers.
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Awww sweetheart im praying for you guys!
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keeping you in my prayers. SO sorry this happened to you twice in a lifetime...
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oh hon i'm so sorry for you and your family
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I'm so sorry, that's just terrible.
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I am so very sorry, you and your family are in my prayers!!
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I will keep you all in my thoughts and prayers. if you ever want to chat i'm here.
Today is even bad for me. Next week will be three months that Bryce has left me. On top of that the aunt that we (the family) was waiting to pass is still hanging on, but another aunt that I was close to died. Last but not the least, a cousin of mine has passed away on yesterday. He was found dead in his house. I know that they say God is calling his children home, but it hurts so much when he called bryce.
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So sorry! Keeping you and your family in my prayers.
Hugs!
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I feel your pain and I will be sure to keep you in my prayers, Life is full or trials and tribulations, we have to take the good with the bad and do our best not to question God's purpose in what he does. I know it is so hard. I lost my angel one year ago, and the mark or her 1 year anniversary was 8/2/08, and it was a horrible day for me. Just keep your head up and try to find comfort that your baby is near, he is always with you as your guardian angel! Keep your head up you and your family are in my prayers!
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In a card i received from a grandmother who lost her baby it said "I don't ever queston God's wisdom but when I meet him, I've some questions for him and this is one of them" talking about Audrey. I totally agree...we'll all have questions and most days it just seems that I am waiting to see my girl again...i hope that one day can change. You are in my prayers.
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i know i'll ask him Why? just why? that's all i want answered
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I'm so sorry! I'm praying for you.
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Sounds like a wonderful dream. I'm so glad you are feeling ready to start healing and reconnecting with the other kids. Thanks for the update. So sorry for all of the other losses though. Tough year!! HUgs!
colinmichaelsmom
Wow...I'm sorry for your losses. What a wonderful dream!!!! That is just so awesome. I'm glad things are looking up for you. :)
wandersjewell