mikeyseesincolor's Journal

What am i going to do about myself...i try so hard to get things out of the way, but i just can't seem to do it...especially when it comes to talking about my problems...even as i write my journal, it hurts deep inside...i know that others would try to comfort me, but it just won't help...as i look back to those days when i was never harrassed and just constantly having fun brings a painful smile to my face...why can't thing get back to the way things were supposed to be???what am i doing wrong that i have to suffer so much for so little happiness...deep down i want to try and find out but my concience is telling me to just let it go...my life is hard as it is and i don't need anymore complications in it...