Journal Entry for June 18, 2009
So my mom and step dad are splitting up.
I'm not really sure how I feel about it. They've been together for 15 years and I don't …
I'm loyal.I'm very interested in religion. I'm a good listener and I really enjoy helping people. I am phobic of moths and scared of being hurt. I don't enjoy public places because I worry about how I look. I like photography. I cry very easily. I like movies. I'm a band geek. I love music. I like all kinds, indie, hip hop, pop, foreign, techno. I'm crazy when I'm on caffiene and I laugh really really loud.
I'm loyal.I'm very interested in religion. I'm a good listener and I really enjoy helping people. I am phobic of moths and scared of being hurt. I don't enjoy public places because I worry about how I look. I like photography. I cry very easily. I like movies. I'm a band geek. I love music. I like all kinds, indie, hip hop, pop, foreign, techno. I'm crazy when I'm on caffiene and I laugh really really loud.
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So my mom and step dad are splitting up.
I'm not really sure how I feel about it. They've been together for 15 years and I don't …
This is really just an introduction.
I tend to ramble a lot. I'm not really sure if this will be read or not.
Ever feel inbetween? …
My computer kicked me off and I didn't know how to fix it. I am sorry. I hope everything is giong well for you.
you are one interesting person :) I like ur 'mundane' story. I'm an aspiring writer and I like see different writing styles. Do u ever put pen to paper or say finger to keyboard for the purpose of collecting all those stories? I was a little curious about something you said about your anxiety.....i can understand the going to sleep part, i do to, i sometimes have to focus on one of my books i wrote, as in visually what a scene might look like to get rid of all the random thoughts but....waking up? How does one have anxiety of waking? Or is it the thought of not waking? Sometimes i wish i didnt wake up. Nope, not suicidal, just hopeful lol
well easy way is to start small :) So how was the weather way over there? It was average for here, hints of rain with clouds of darkness lol
You truly are not alone in this massive world. I'm not on like i used to be but have a feeling i will be a lot more as time passes and the hurt doesn't. So if you ever need an ear and willing to return the favor one day, I'm your man :) Smile today, its truly easier and uses less muscles than a frown :)
I miss bailey :[
I get nervous in public. I can't try on clothes let alone order a meal.
I get anxious before I do nearly everything; sleep, waking up, going to school, going to work, leaving work, talking to people, doing my homework..
Sometimes I feel depressed. I like helping people talk through things. Maybe I could help with that too.
I have questions.
I'm phobic of moths. I hate going out at night because of it. Getting over it or finding other people who have the same phobia would be nice.
I've helped a few of my friends stop and I've stopped myself. I really want to help.
I'm a teen and I have anxiety.