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About Me

I make every effort to be a nice, giving person............ Family dynamics cause me great pain at times.............. Both of my parents have died in the past 6 months-and even tho elderly, its difficult to let go. [i took a leave to take care of them until they died] .............................My childhood was wrought with guilt/fear/shame/betrayals......as my parents aged, they seemed to turn into kind-er/regretful people. I never held things against them, but what happened did affect my whole life................... My siblings seem to try to destroy one another...either by words or legally. I dont feel they have my best interest at heart. [There was also other abuse in my childhood by a neighbor and others]................... I on the other hand, try to destroy myself instead of others......... Its getting better with therapy and meds, but it's difficult to change a mindset I've had all my life. I was diagnosed in April with PTSD.

I make every effort to be a nice, giving person............ Family dynamics cause me great pain at times.............. Both of my parents have died in the past 6 months-and even tho elderly, its difficult to let go. [i took a leave to take care of them until they died] .............................My childhood was wrought with guilt/fear/shame/betrayals......as my parents aged, they seemed to turn into kind-er/regretful people. I never held things against them, but what happened did affect my whole