cookiem's Journal

So, it has been three times that I have vomited, questionable stool, pain in my upper right abdomen. I am too educated to ignore the signs. Liver or gallbladder. And those are the easy answers. I have taken too many courses and I know the anantomy and what to look for. My life has been going pretty smooth lately since my transplant and I have finally been able to make plans for the future. A new business, a new puppy and a very well deserved vacation. Why now? Why at all? I am so very angry - I need a break so I can enjoy my daughters. They need me so much. It has been just the three of us their whole lives. My ex walked out when my youngest was just 6 weeks old and my oldest was only 2. They are now in their 20's and we need each other. We are all so close. I need them and they need me. I also have a man in my life who lives with me and has devoted his life to taking care of me. He is an angel and I am very grateful to have him in my life. I waited for a man like that forever and he doesn't deserve this life. I am pissed and frustrated with my failing body! It feels good to get that out!