xxzadyxx's Journal

So yesterday I really believed my life was over, today I'm still alive, so clearly it isn't, right? I don't know, I just got back from beating the shit out of a wall! YAY! I didn't get everything out of it that I would've liked, shame... haha. I guess it was better than getting drunk or fucked up. I really, really wish I had a different life. I don't though! I just have to learn to live in this fucking hell hole. My Mother actually had some good advice for me, which is odd. She told me I should spend my time "off" trying to figure out what makes me happy and what I like about me so I can at least be OK with me. SO, list time!
Things that make me happy:

1. Hanging out with friends
2. Listening to music

3. Concerts
4. Playing music

5. Baking with Jillian

6. Reading

7. Writing

8. Drawing

9. School Work

10. Soul Caliber

11. Helping people

12. Photography
13. German
14. Piercings

15. Cats

16. Horror movies

Things that are OK about me:
1. I'm nice to people

2. I always try my hardest

3. I'm understanding

4. I'm dedicated
5. I'm courteous
6. I'm unique