Ich bin Olivia... Ich bin Schizophrener, klinisch deprimiert, bipolar und habe alternierende Persönlichkeiten. Ich sollte tot sein, aber ich bin nicht. Ich bin ein magersüchtiger Rauschgiftsüchtiger. Ich habe auch ein Problem mit dem Ausschnitt selbst. Ich hatte versucht anzuhalten. Ich versagte. Jetzt lebe ich in der Hölle. Ich hasse mein Leben, aber ich bin immer bereit, zu versuchen und zu helfen, andere Völker-Leben besser zu machen..
Ich bin Olivia... Ich bin Schizophrener, klinisch deprimiert, bipolar und habe alternierende Persönlichkeiten. Ich sollte tot sein, aber ich bin nicht. Ich bin ein magersüchtiger Rauschgiftsüchtiger. Ich habe auch ein Problem mit dem Ausschnitt selbst. Ich hatte versucht anzuhalten. Ich versagte. Jetzt lebe ich in der Hölle. Ich hasse mein Leben, aber ich bin immer bereit, zu versuchen und zu helfen, andere Völker-Leben besser zu machen..
MUSIK, KUNST, DAS SCHREIBEN, DEUTSCH, CHEMIE, MÄDCHEN ^^, MATHEMATIK, LEBEN, LEUTE, BLUT, ALTE FOLTER-GERÄTE
MUSIK, KUNST, DAS SCHREIBEN, DEUTSCH, CHEMIE, MÄDCHEN ^^, MATHEMATIK, LEBEN, LEUTE, BLUT, ALTE FOLTER-GERÄTE
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October 27, 2009 5:23pm
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I'm going to die this week.I have to.I really, really, have to.My life is over.I just have to exit.
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I have not seen you online all day. Hope you're alright. I miss you Olivia!
Hey! thank you for adding me. it's me phoebe, obviously, if you didnt know. I love you. how are you?
Ah!You're so lucky! I've missed out on seeing them at least six times. Don't worry about the delay. I always forget to get on here for weeks at a time,so my replies are probably really late too. Haha.
You're so sweet, Olivia, but you CAN'T be like me. I suck! besides, all the shit I go through? if you were like me, maybe you'd be going through it, and that would be sooo terrible, i wouldn't forgive myself EVER.
i dont know. anyway, I'm glad you missed me. I didnt really think you cared, but its sooo nice and cheery to know you do care...you don't have to do anything for me! i'll survive, i always do...i cant text, or call, i have no minutes, i was at my parents for two weeks, now im home. so chyea. but i'll be online everyday, for sure! - or so i'll try.
Love you!
oops. sent that hug like 3 times..xD
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I started cutting myself when I was 11 and been doing it ever since. It just gets worse. Supposed to be optimistic though, right?
Everyone keeps telling me I'm severly depressed and it's not like I'm jumping for joy so it's something I'm trying to fix.
Been doingg this for years, really need to stop, it hasn't done anything good for me.
I loveeee my girlyfriend !! I came out this year to my parents and to the world and have taken a lot of crap for it, but fuck random jerks, right?
Hate myself. Shit self esteem. People say I'm not fat, but I'm convinced I am. I recently realized not eating is a bad thing...trying to fix that.
Therapist said I have a lot of anxiety... I do. So. Support group! Huhzah..
I'm extremely paranoid. See crap, here stuff. Than I start shaking and hyperventilating. I sprint across the house at almost anything because I think I'm going to get stabbed or followed.
started having psychotic episodes this year. started just hearing a voice. than seeing things that couldn't possibly be real but i always know their real when there there because they are. it's hard to explain..
An obsession with heroin and the fact that it's so easy to get at my druggie mom and stepdad's house made it easy to get swept up in all of it...Been clean for four months.
I'm more than one person, just learning to live with it.
