Life never seems to be what I wish it could
December 5, 2008 4:22pm
I've been trying to trick myself into thinking that my life is good and that I dont need people, I dont need a boyfriend, I dont need my parents …
BreeBree37 
1:48pm, May 3, 2009
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About Me
BreeBree37
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About Me
Well I love horses, my family, i like to run and I really just want to find true peace and happiness in life. I want to find a way to be ok and secure with myself. Im continuely working on self improvement mentally, physically, and emotionally.
Well I love horses, my family, i like to run and I really just want to find true peace and happiness in life. I want to find a way to be ok and secure with myself. Im continuely working on self improvement mentally, physically, and emotionally.
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Interests
Improving physically, learning what it takes for me to do that without going to the extreme. Riding horses is my life long passion. God is my number one, although I many times go against his will he is here for me. My Family, they are here for me in any time of need. Racing has been ingraved into my lifestyle. Art is intriguing. Living life to the fullest. Taking risks. Making mistakes. Learning. Experiencing.
Improving physically, learning what it takes for me to do that without going to the extreme. Riding horses
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New School Year One Left to Go
October 13, 2008 5:49pm
When it comes to school I could care less anymore. It used to be torcher and I hated going because the people around me made me feel horrible. Well …
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Journal Entry for May 12, 2008
May 12, 2008 3:14pm
Gosh Dangit! Why does high school have to be so dang hard sometimes. It seems as though everyone here is so caught up in the superficial world and …
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Journal Entry for May 2, 2008
May 2, 2008 2:23pm
With life comes hard times, they were so unexpected. As a child I looked at the good in everyone and contained that state of innoscence and …
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Journal Entry for April 29, 2008
April 29, 2008 3:00pm
One could asume that life would be all perfect and happy if one contained a childlike view of the world. But for me that doesn't seem to appear …
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Close Food Addiction
Well it all started when i was young I was over weight and then I became obsessed and lost alot and became anorexic and now im a compulsive overeater and its ruining my life. =( That is no longer what I am going through! I am making a break through, food is no longer my friend nor is it my enemy. I am Balanced and that's the only thing I will except
Treatments
- Clindamycin Considering
Close Eating Disorders
Well i was overweight as a child and as I got odler it really started to affect me alot and i fell into anorexia nervosa. then i fell into bulemia and after that i went into compulsive overeating and i dont know what to do i feel as though i am trapped.- I am no longer trapped ive broke the chain!
Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
Well I had a conversation about my ED with my Dad and we got into how I obsess about it. I constanly research about it trying to find an answer I think about it almost 24/7 and my eating habits are obsessive behaviors. So I think I have it from my ED.
Open Anxiety
Well I recently have been getting over my ED buttt I have anxiety attacks when I have the opportunity to binge and it scares me half to death. Its not that I think I might binge and purge its that I have the opportunity to do so. My heart starts racing and I cant think straight and then I calm down once the opportunity is gone.
Treatments
- Breathwork Working / Worked
- I would just breath deeply five times.
Open Fitness Goals
Type: Be the best you can beWell ok so Ive been trying to get into shape and its reallllyy working because Once I get started and get past that point im head on. Ive been running around 4 miles a day and eating really healthy and Ive lostt around 34 lbs in about a month and a half. So mi guessing im doing really well. Ive started palying lacrosse as well and that has some good cardio so that will help as well. But for right now im almost where i want to be. =D Im going to start back up running 5K runs on the weekends!
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- Running Working / Worked
- I run 4 Miles a Day!!! Yay and then I play lacrosse twice a week and I work out with a personal trainer twice a week starting June 2nd!
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
- Its really been working!!!
Open Diets & Weight Maintenance
I would like to get some weight off. Im not a big girl but im a little thick right now and I would like to besmaller so Im trying to loose weight
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- Atkins Diet Working / Worked
- I lost 15 lbs in 2 weeks
- Counting Calories Working / Worked
- I was anorexic and ya 150 cals or less kinda worked
- Eating Healthier Foods Working / Worked
- Anytime I eat healthier I loose weight
- Eat Less Working / Worked
- I cut all my food in 1/4 and ate a forth of the meal like at resturant and what not. It worked amazingly
- Hoodia Not Working
- NutriSystem Working / Worked
- Works like a charm when you get yourself on track
- Weight Watchers Working / Worked
- Didnt work, hated weighing in front of people so embarassing
- Dietary Modification Working / Worked
- I was anorexic and got down to 92 lbs... ansty i know
Open High School Stress
Im in highschool and yes there are rumors and drama. Of coarse there is in every school. But not only that but the classes I am taking at times can be extremely stressful
Open Healthy Eating
I am for majority rule a healthy eater and I try to get in my daily food groups in addition to at least 64 oz. of water a day.
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- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
- Every time I exercise it makes me want to eat healthy.
Open Healthy Relationships
I would like to see myself have a healthy relastionship with someone without having to feel like I need them to be confadent. I aslso would like to have a healthy relationship with my family members and friends
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Open Asthma
I have a family history of severe asthma and oh joy guess what? I've developed it myself. So thats not good at all. And Im working on it the more I run and get in shape. But it's still scary and not fun at all.
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