Journal Entry for September 10, 2009
September 10, 2009 8:17pm
I need something to give me a kick start, to hold me together, to motivate, inspire, love, balance and protect me. I feel like there is a great big …
JeanyMay
1:50am, August 28, 2009
-
About Me
JeanyMay
-
About Me
I am a web designer part time, I love music (playing and listening) and I'm a total fuck up. My family consists of Mom, Dad, 3 brothers, 1 sister, boyfriend, 2 dogs, 8 guinea pigs and a hamster.
I am a web designer part time, I love music (playing and listening) and I'm a total fuck up. My family consists of Mom, Dad, 3 brothers, 1 sister, boyfriend, 2 dogs, 8 guinea pigs and a hamster.
-
Interests
I hate the mundane = messy life
I hate the mundane = messy life
-
-
Recent Activity
October 20
-
JeanyMay wrote a discussion post in the Bisexuality support group: *am i bi or just repressed* 9:49pm
So, Im 22 and I have been with girls and boys before. I left my first boyfriend because I thought I was…
October 6
May 2
-
JeanyMay turned 21 12:00am
-
-
Journal
-
This entry is private
-
What goes up...
August 24, 2009 6:23pm
Today I saw a phsycologist for her research on feelings of shame & guilt that can cause relapse. The strange and I guess ironic thing about it is …
-
1 Week on Lithium
August 10, 2009 8:02pm
and Im feeling grand!
It's either the lithium or mania is creeping back... tee hee. I am going for some blood tests in about 9 hours, just …
-
-
Hugbook
Hug
have a good weekend
-
Hug
have a good weekend
Miss You
Well...It's been quite some time now since we talked. I wish you where on here but you're not so hopefully I will catch you again soon. Just wanted you to know that I'm still alive and its been sort of crazy lately...Message me next time you get a chance if you want and I will try to get on here to give you a more comprehensive update. I hope you are doing well.
-DB xxxxxx-
Hug
have a good week
-
Hug
have a good weekend
-
Photos
-
Advertisement -
Support Groups
Close Bipolar Disorder
Ive been ill for so long i cant remember whats its like to be normal. I have occasional stable spells. I dont have the best life ever but i wouldnt change it for anything. I know who i am. Sorry to ramble.
Treatments
- Lithium Working / Worked
- just started on this, will update as i go...
- Risperdal Not Working
- It made me go really stiff for a couple days i couldnt really move. Not good.
- Seroquel Not Working
- It makes me fat and tired.
- Tegretol Somewhat Helpful
- Im taking this as an anti convulsant mostly. It does help somewhat with my mood too.
Close Loneliness
Im not a likable person thus I do not have many friends thus I am lonely. Too much use of the word "thus" I think.
Open Bisexuality
Bueaty is bueaty no matter what the gender. Ive had relationships with women and men. So I guess Im bi.
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
my first boyfriend physicaly and emotionaly abused me for 5 years. Im still coming to terms, and letting myself admit that this happened.
Treatments
- Leave Working / Worked
- He stalked me for a while but its all over now.
Open Self-Injury
JeanyMay hasn’t entered any details for this support group.
