TroubledAngel's Journal

Today I spoke. I had the guts to say what has suddenly come back to torment me. He listened. He is my friend. I trust him. He listened. I made him cry and it made me feel so bad but he said it was alright and he said he is there for me. That gives me strentgh and I am glad to find someone I can trust this. I told my othr friend, but for some reason her reaction was not what I expected. It hurts me to think that maybe she thought I was lying, but maybe she was so afraid to accept that it happed. It makes me so much better to know that I am not the only bearer of this secret, as painful as it it, what happened, now someone else shares the pain, the fear. It can sound kind of selfish and I did not mean any harm when I told him this, but he understands and it makes me feel peaceful. I had the strength to tell him, maybe not in person because those are words I cannot say, just write. But I told him, my friend,a person I trust, because he trusts me.