Journal

I have not been able. to use computer in a while as I am on worker comp.They keep screwing with my checks. so Rent A took my pc. I got it back for a week or so.. I guess.I have been in agony these last several days. Physically , Mentally , Emotionally .It has been a freaking nightmare. No sleep Seroquel is killing me. 400 mg at night and still not able to sleep.to much pain. Starting to worry I am not going to be able to continue like this. I don.t understand..

 have not written in this in a few days.. have not been feeling well. so much pain... could the weather really have an impact?? I don't know so many people say it does. I have been haveing the worst nightmares the last few nights. so real I wake up soaked in sweat. Lisa [ my girlfriend ] wakes me saying i was shouting in my sleep. as it turns out I had only been a sleep 30- 35 min. I am exhausted. I am on Seroquel up to 400 mg at bedtime. make me feel like hell..  so depressed so tired.

hurting like heck. the bottom of my feet getting worse don't know what it is. feels like a million red hot needles stabbing into the bottom of my feet at once lasts twenty to thirty min. getting more frequent and more intense. cant walk when it comes nothing helps to stop iit