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GenXX 
Dreamed of being a Ballerina
Would sacrifice it all to live, breathe
To DANCE
A name for something I do not have
A name for something I may have had
But somehow it went away
Not out of my free will did it get
Stolen
May have never had it all
But if I did who or what took it away
and when?
Left to mourn someone I would have been
If CP was not in my vocabulary
Easier to admit my dreams of dance will never come true
Than to work for something that will never happen
Can't miss something I never had
So nowadays I tell myself DANCE wasn't a dream
But a cruel fantasy
I put to rest my Ballerina dreams
The life I would have had without CP
To try, to live, to love reality
My life with CP
With no professional DANCE resume.
Comments
:( i feel you on that one. when i was younger and watched sports i never had that child spirit and ran outside to pretend to be steve young or anything. i always knew i couldnt do it. my dreams were instantly crushed... it makes for quite a lame childhood as childhood is supposed to include a "i can do anything" feeling... i never had that. it sucks because in some aspects i feel like i never had a childhood. I would give anything to have had that...
chris1984
You know what it did for me though? it made me one hell of a poet and song writer. in HS iwon second place in a contest out of 300 hsers that entered for a poem entitled Life or Something Like it.
chris1984
I really really feel this one.
chris1984