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June 10, 2009 6:46am
This site has given me so much strength. I never knew what it was like to talk with supportive people that understand exactly what you are …
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kristalynn1305
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kristalynn1305
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About Me
I am pregnant with my second child, but have 3 from my husbands past relationships. I am a stay at home mom. I have been dealing with depression and severe cutting for 12 years. I enjoy very little right now. I keep friends away because of this disease. I thought I would check this out, I want to be happy again!
I am pregnant with my second child, but have 3 from my husbands past relationships. I am a stay at home mom. I have been dealing with depression and severe cutting for 12 years. I enjoy very little right now. I keep friends away because of this disease. I thought I would check this out, I want to be happy again!
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Being is Enough
June 6, 2009 5:27pm
I found this exerpt from an affirmation book called The language of letting go and I found it helpful.
BEING IS ENOUGH
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I just want to be better
June 5, 2009 9:29am
I have tried just about everything, but I am pregnant with an unexpected baby girl. I have one 19 month old beautiful girl that I think …
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Rainbow
thankYOU for inspiring me to not cut :) i couldnt do this without you x
Ray of Sunshine
haven't heard about you for a while so I send you a hug and I hope you feel better and better
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good luck with everything you do.
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Thank you so much....Big hugs....Love Faith
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Wishing you a beautiful day filled with new and supportive friendships. *huggles* keep being strong Krista, you are doing so well! talk soon
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI am a mother to 4 soon to be 5 wonderful kids and a wonderful husband. I should be happy, but I can't. I just lay staring off for days. I have tried just about everything and I thought that this would be a nice place to start again.
Treatments
- Celexa Not Working
- didn't feel any different
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- I really try but it's not to helpful
- Cymbalta Not Working
- didn't feel any different, worse actually
- Desipramine Not Working
- didn't feel any different
- Effexor Not Working
- didn't feel any different
- Elavil Not Working
- didn't feel any different
- Electroconvulsive therapy Considering
- Geodon Not Working
- didn't feel any different
- Lexapro Not Working
- didn't feel any different
- Meditation Too Soon to Tell
- I am really trying but I can't seem to
- Paxil Not Working
- didn't feel any different
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- I am trying really hard though
- Prozac Not Working
- didn't feel any different
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- My counseler is great but I am not getting any better
- Seroquel Somewhat Helpful
- It calms my anxiety to a point, but I have trouble wanting to get out of bed in the first place and seroquil makes it even harder
- Support from Friends & Family Not Working
- They think that depression is a weakness and are horribly unsupportive
- Trazodone Not Working
- didn't feel any different
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- didn't feel any different
- Writing Not Working
- When I start thinking about it all I get worse
- Zoloft Somewhat Helpful
- Helps some but only if taken with Abilify which I can't take pregnant
Close Anxiety
I have horrible anxiety, which is usually handled okay but I cannot take what I need because I am pregnant
Treatments
- Acupuncture Somewhat Helpful
- can't afford anything like that right now
- Atarax Not Working
- can't take because I am pregnant
- Ativan Working / Worked
- can't take because I am pregnant
- Breathing Exercises Somewhat Helpful
- I am trying
- Breathwork Somewhat Helpful
- I really try
- BuSpar Not Working
- can't take because I am pregnant
- Hypnotherapy Considering
- Inderal Not Working
- can't take because I am pregnant
- Klonopin Somewhat Helpful
- helps very little
- Lexapro Not Working
- can't take because I am pregnant
- Luvox Not Working
- can't take because I am pregnant
- Meditation Somewhat Helpful
- I am trying, but with 4 soon to be 5 kids I can't get time or be able to calm myself down enough
- Paxil Not Working
- can't take because I am pregnant
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- At this point I try and try but I can't
- Remeron Not Working
- can't take because I am pregnant
- St. John\'s Wort Working / Worked
- Trazodone Not Working
- can't take because I am pregnant
- Valium Somewhat Helpful
- can't take because I am pregnant
- Xanax Somewhat Helpful
- I get stressed and take to many, that is when I am not pregnant, I am not taking it now
- Zoloft Somewhat Helpful
- only when taken with abilify which I can't take when I am pregnant
Open Pregnancy
I am 6 and a half months pregnant and I am off of my meds for depression, anxiety, and severe self injury. I would like to know if anyone else is going through the same thing. I don't know how much longer I will make it!
Open Self-Injury
I want to cut every minute of every day. I am pregnant and really can't. I am lost.
Treatments
- Group Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- it's nice to know that there are others out there, but it didn't really help
- Outpatient Treatment Program Not Working
- Even my inpatient didn't help
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Still working at it
- Red Marker Working / Worked
- I have to cut bad enough to soak a towel in blood. Blood in a crazy way signifies strengh when I feel weak
- Rubber Bands Not Working
- I have to cut bad enough to soak a towel in blood. Blood in a crazy way signifies strengh when I feel weak
- Squeezing Ice Not Working
- I have to cut bad enough to soak a towel in blood. Blood in a crazy way signifies strengh when I feel weak
- Talking Working / Worked
- Just talking to people on here is helping. I have pushed all of my friends away and feel very alone and scared
- Tattoos Not Working
- never tried
Open Parenting 'Tweens (9-12)
I have a 9 year old I am working really hard with. She is from an abusive home and We for her at 6 years old and she still act like she's 5 and I don't know what to do
Treatments
- Patience Working / Worked
- Try everyday
Open Parenting Newborns & Infants (0-1)
I am pregnant with a 19 year old little girl. I need all the help I can get
Open Parenting Teenagers (12-18)
I have 15 and 16 year old daughters, I need all the help I get.
