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August 6, 2009 12:32pm
so, there's this guy i like...ill call him bob.
basically every guy in the world scares me. i always think they're going to hurt me or …
writingforthelove 
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About Me
writingforthelove
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About Me
outside, i am a spaz, friendly and joking. its almost my job to appear as this bright light to cheer others up and crack jokes. thats why its been so hard for me, and a few others, to accept that i am depressed. its taking me a whole year of nightmares and symbolic books that i felt myself drawn to (Speak by Laurie Halse Anderson opened my eyes and ignited everything). i think i was sexually abused as a child by a substitue teacher but i have no memory of it. im a paranoid person now because of it, and i have strange phobias, and life isnt easy for me a lot of the time. and im trying to figure out how to show the world who i really am. ill always help you if youre willing to help me
outside, i am a spaz, friendly and joking. its almost my job to appear as this bright light to cheer others up and crack jokes. thats why its been so hard for me, and a few others, to accept that i am depressed. its taking me a whole year of nightmares and symbolic books that i felt myself drawn to (Speak by Laurie Halse Anderson opened my eyes and ignited everything). i think i was sexually abused as a child by a substitue teacher but i have no memory of it. im a paranoid person now because of it,
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Interests
reading, writing, photography, poetry
reading, writing, photography, poetry
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blue eyed man
June 21, 2009 5:25pm
everytime i see a blue eyed man i freeze. blue eyes are fine. its those BRIGHT blue eyes, the ones that shine so much. i used to love this type of …
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Funny Face
hey back, it's how i used to feel for such a long time you know? (the picture)
now i keep it around to remind myself how far i've come, it's pretty cool.
xx
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movie as in speak? it may be triggering.....
thanks for the journal comment; i used to want an eating disorder to (got my wish >.
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I'm here if you ever need someone to talk to, or just to vent to!
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ever seen the movie where the quote is from? (V for Vendetta?)
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which quote?
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Support Groups
Close Depression - Teen
i want to talk to somebody. i thought a counselor would help but it didnt really do much. i want to hear from the people who are dealing with the same problems i am and learn how to heal.
Treatments
- Music Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- My mom comes in with me to my sessions. She used the last two as her own therapy session and talked about me as if I wasn't even there.
- Writing Too Soon to Tell
Open Self-Injury
I scratch, and I'm scared it's getting worse.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Considering
- Rubber Bands Working / Worked
- I wear one on my wrist everyday, so I can pull at that instead.
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
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