belladeath

Open Self-Injury

Ive been SI-ing for over 11 years.

Treatments

Group Therapy Not Working

That never EVER worked for me. Im a super paranoid person and always got panic attacks.

Lexapro Not Working

Didnt work for me.

Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell

So far its been helping somewhat. My anger and paranoia seems to get in the way though

Rubber Bands Not Working

It used to work somewhat in high school

Tattoos Working / Worked

I love them. Piercings as well.

Xanax Somewhat Helpful

Very helpful for my anxiety but Im afraid of getting hooked.

Zoloft Not Working

Didn't do crap for me.

Geodon Too Soon to Tell

So far I still hallucinate which sends me into a panic attack normally. Im on 80mg 2x a day.

Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depression

I've had depression for 11 years

Treatments

Effexor Not Working

Didn't work for me.

Lexapro Not Working

Didn't work for me.

Meditation Not Working

Didn't work for me.

Positive Thinking Not Working

Didn't work for me. Felt like i was lying to myself

Wellbutrin Not Working

Didn't work for me. Just gave me dry mouth

Writing Not Working

Not doing this since it was found once and I was addmitted to a mental hospital again over it.

Zoloft Too Soon to Tell

I hope this works.

Xanax Working / Worked

Working well so far

Open Anger Management

I have angry violent visions. I snap at everyone. I was to be physically violent about 3 quarters of the day

Open Bipolar Disorder

me and my father are both bipolar

Treatments

Ativan Working / Worked

no longer on it

Wellbutrin Not Working

Open Anxiety

Treatments

Breathing Exercises Not Working

Breathwork Not Working

Lexapro Not Working

Meditation Not Working

Positive Thinking Not Working

Xanax Working / Worked

Zoloft Too Soon to Tell

Open Paranoia

Treatments

Xanax Working / Worked

Lexapro Not Working

Zoloft Too Soon to Tell

Effexor Not Working

Open Loneliness

Open Jealousy

Open Agoraphobia & Social Anxiety

Open Interracial Relationships

Never dated someone of my own race

Open Rape

I was SA for years by my friends brother who took my virginity before I even knew what it was... and raped by two different men since then. I seem to put myself in bad situations. Never told anyone about any of it. Still have flashbacks.

Open Sexual Abuse

My friends brother SA me for years when I was a child.

Open Infidelity

Open Healthy Relationships

Open Pregnancy After Loss/Infertility

Open Insomnia

I've had insomnia for years. It go worse once people close to me started dying. When I do sleep I have terrible nightmares.

Treatments

Ativan Somewhat Helpful

Open Migraine Headaches

Had migraine headaches since I was around 12.

Treatments

Aspirin Not Working

I used to OD on this frequently so I think thats why it doesn't work for me anymore...

Avoid Certain Foods / Chemicals Somewhat Helpful

Excedrin Not Working

Imitrex Somewhat Helpful

Not the best medicine but it works better than tylenol.

Naproxen Not Working

Tylenol Not Working