Journal Entry for November 20, 2009
November 20, 2009 6:07pm
It has been so hot for the past few weeks, I've been so grumpy. I absolutely hate the heat! Summer doesn't start for another 9 days, but we …
DziwnyJestTenSwiat
6:04pm Friday
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About Me
DziwnyJestTenSwiat
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About Me
I am 23, live alone and struggle with BPD. I have recently found out I have AvPD, after many years of suffering and not knowing what I thought and felt had a name. Still, this doesn't make me feel any better. I am so lonely and it's hard to be around anyone, even my own family, and sometimes even my boyfriend. I have created an Avoidant Personality group on here because I noticed there wasn't one. Feel free to join, cos at the moment I am the only member :(
I am 23, live alone and struggle with BPD. I have recently found out I have AvPD, after many years of suffering and not knowing what I thought and felt had a name. Still, this doesn't make me feel any better. I am so lonely and it's hard to be around anyone, even my own family, and sometimes even my boyfriend. I have created an Avoidant Personality group on here because I noticed there wasn't one. Feel free to join, cos at the moment I am the only member :(
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I have a youtube page which is dedicated to helping those who have or currently self harm: http://www.youtube.com/thatsbetter
I have a youtube page which is dedicated to helping those who have or currently self harm: http://www.youtube.com/thatsbetter
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Friday
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DziwnyJestTenSwiat wrote a journal entry: Journal Entry for November 20, 2009 6:07pm
It has been so hot for the past few weeks, I've been so grumpy. I absolutely hate the heat! Summer…
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DziwnyJestTenSwiat updated their status 6:04pm
Today is looking great. Taking my partner to a restaurant in the city for...…
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DziwnyJestTenSwiat changed their mood to Good 6:03pm
Thursday
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DziwnyJestTenSwiat and stacydianna are now friends 5:06pm
November 18
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DziwnyJestTenSwiat gave stacydianna a rainbow 9:25pm
Thanks hun, hope you feel better soon xx Sars…
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Stressed out and worried
November 18, 2009 9:13pm
So I suppose I should update you all. I rarely write on here, i wish I would write more, but I just get in these moods where all I do is whinge about …
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Journal Entry for November 15, 2009
November 15, 2009 7:46pm
My remaining three wisdom teeth were taken out on Thursday, and now I am in so much goddamn pain. To make matters worse, I got my period yesterday …
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I'm so ashamed
October 20, 2009 7:43am
I joined the gym last week. Today I had to go in for an assessment. I was very shocked to find out how much I weigh. 122Kg. One Hundred and Twenty …
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Journal Entry for September 30, 2009
September 30, 2009 9:08pm
Today is getting worse as it progresses.
I did have a whole lot written but it got deleted.
Anyway. My mum is coming. She wants to stay. …
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Hey honey!
How ya doin?
Haha Lightning Ridge is in North West NSW. Its a shit hole, which is why no one knows where it is Hehe.
Im jelous of you living in Melbs, im hoping to move there next year. I have many a good time when im down that way!
Thanks for the hug, I hope your doin good.
Kali
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Hi. Here's many big hugs for you.
StacyDianna 
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When our needs are not met, whatever they be, food as been my comfort. I weight 314 pounds.
Roger the Minister - verse
Psalms:122:6: Pray for the peace of Jerusalem: they shall prosper that love thee.
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Hugs!
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Thank you for your message. It is a comfort to know I am not alone. There is strength in numbers!
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Support Groups
Close Body Modification
DziwnyJestTenSwiat hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Close Bisexuality
DziwnyJestTenSwiat hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionTreatments
- Celexa Not Working
- I did not take it for long enough. it was the first med I was put on, and I ended up Od'ing on it.
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Not Working
- I despise CBT. Some therapists use it to "attack" the client, rather than help the client.
- Effexor Not Working
- Did not take it long enough.
- Elavil Not Working
- Did not work, I took it to help me sleep, and in the morning I was still affected.
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- I have been to counselling many many different times in my life; over a decade's worth, to be precise. It does not work for me sadly.
- Seroquel Not Working
- I was allergic to it.
- Zoloft Not Working
Open Loneliness
DziwnyJestTenSwiat hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Personality Disorders
Type: Avoidant Personality DisorderI have AvPD and BPD.
Treatments
- Talking Not Working
Open Phobia
Type: Social PhobiaDziwnyJestTenSwiat hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Self-Injury
At this point in time, it appears I have not cut myself since July 2009. It is a daily struggle though.
Treatments
- Group Therapy Not Working
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- Rubber Bands Somewhat Helpful
- Squeezing Ice Not Working
- Tattoos Somewhat Helpful
Open Sex / Pornography Addiction
DziwnyJestTenSwiat hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Sexual Abuse
DziwnyJestTenSwiat hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Tooth Grinding
DziwnyJestTenSwiat hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
DziwnyJestTenSwiat hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Panic Attacks
DziwnyJestTenSwiat hasn’t entered any details for this support group.
