Journal Entry for June 5, 2009
OK.So my ass is being dragged up to my friends cottage today.
I feel panic!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I feel like i cant leave my home without having Barrys …
Lost my son Barry on March 28th 09 in a car crash.He was 26.. I also suffer from Bipolar2.medication work well. Im on Disability, was a Nurse! Was also Raped 5yrs ago...
Lost my son Barry on March 28th 09 in a car crash.He was 26.. I also suffer from Bipolar2.medication work well. Im on Disability, was a Nurse! Was also Raped 5yrs ago...
Camping, Hiking, Reading..
Camping, Hiking, Reading..
OK.So my ass is being dragged up to my friends cottage today.
I feel panic!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I feel like i cant leave my home without having Barrys …
Woke this AM feeling empty once again.
I managed to shower n dress and went for coffee with my good friend.
Denial is my biggest issue, I have started …
I have came back to D.S ...................
I lost my son Barry in a Car Crash.....Im so lost!!!!!!!!!!!
Very sorry to read of your loss. My heart, and hand of friendship goes out to you.
God bless you, and keep you close.
Welcome back! I had been wondering how things were going for you. It sounds like you had a break thru! Congradulations! Sometimes, it just feels damn good to cry! Can't wait to hear of more of these break thrus that Im sure you'll continue to have! (:
Both you and I recently lost our sons. I am sure we share the same feelings. I see denial as shock. I am still in shock sometimes. I've heard this is natural and probably a good thing. Then there are times when it is all too real. I seem to bounce around all the stages of grieving in a single day. This is uncharted territory.
Let's be friends and help one another.
Susannah
Depression...
Lost my son in a car crash.March 28th 09