Doresa

Close Bereavement

Since the turn of the century I'm buried 5 people All in the span of 4 yrs. there isn't enough room here to tell except to say the emptiness and silence in my home is deafening. I need help moving on.

Treatments

Crying Not Working

I can't cry any more.

Getting Angry Not Working

I have no one to get any with. I don't accept transferred or displaced anger . I won't impose it on others.

Grief Counseling Working / Worked

The hospice that took care of my mother called for a yr then stopped. I never called her back the last time she called me. that was December. It's too late now.

Helping Others Working / Worked

I'm a nurse on a med/surg unit. It distracts me but also get brought up by my patients because I where everyone's ring around my neck

Keeping Busy Working / Worked

I taking an on line class for my BSN degree but I'm too distracted to focus and it's frustrating me adding to my stress

Pets Working / Worked

My cat is a lot of company

Prayer Working / Worked

It's all that holds me together. My faith despite my recent occurrances has reinforced my faith

Remembering Not Working

It just reminds me that they're not here anymore. things that don't even relate to them remind me of them because they're not here for me to tell

Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful

My oldest girl is my only shoulder and she wants to be there. But she's got my 4 g-kids (3 of them teens) to deal with while going through a divorce. My youngest daughter lives with me . She is autisic/aspergers. I haven't even t old her about the last death because she has not resolved the others. she wakes up nights screaming because she sees their faces(dreams of them). It takes me sometimes an hour to console her

Support Groups Too Soon to Tell

that's what I"m looking for. All the people I used to talk to about and vent with are the ones I've lost

Talking Not Working

I need someone to talk. I try not to dwell on it with the few friends I have because I don't want to reach the point of "oh no...here she comes again"

Time Not Working

time is not working. Every day some thing happens and I want to go tell that person. But I can't. I have no one who has known me the span of my life like my very dear friend, my mother and my husband

Zoloft Too Soon to Tell

I stopped taking it a few months ago because I felt I didnt need it. I take so much medicine I thought that was one I could do without. I didnt realize it was a factor until I started taking a class online with an instructor I recently had. I felt so frustrated and attacked when she commented on my assignment. I was frustrated because I couldnt focus and just get it. I sent her a note telling her that this isnt me. At that point I ordered my Zoloft and decided to find a support group