saskiam13's Journal

All the beautiful words he writes to me and all those happy memories are haunting me.

He is texting me a lot - I am replying to only a few and trying to keep it distant.  He is determind to have me in his life - why now that I have left him.

Then I get signs that I did the right thing - he gave me some of his old jeans before I left - I went to wear them the other day and there was a bloody tissue - I  guess from him sticking pins in himself.

I just find it hard to be strong all the time.