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saskiam13 
I just keep holding on to all the bad things he did to me. all the times we went out and he was using, going to see my niece, my Dad visiting. He did call the other day - crying on the answer phone - that only means one thing and that is that he is using again - he never cries otherwise. I said I would call him back later - that was not good enough for him - his reply "I dont want to put you out dont bother" All I can do is change my reaction and be free.
Trying to smile and enjoy life - it seems like such a long time since I did.
