I figured out something today.
November 8, 2009 7:52pm
It doesn't really matter, because there is nothing I can do about it.
I realized that I am approaching three years without pay.
No one …
walkingthewhiteline 
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About Me
walkingthewhiteline
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About Me
I believe in the Holy Trinity-God the father, Jesus the son, and the Holy Spirit. I have my faith but I interact with people who have various faiths. I have have a handsome-wonderful family which includes my husband and two sons. I am also fortunate to have a great bud, PW, whom I love like family.
I believe in the Holy Trinity-God the father, Jesus the son, and the Holy Spirit. I have my faith but I interact with people who have various faiths. I have have a handsome-wonderful family which includes my husband and two sons. I am also fortunate to have a great bud, PW, whom I love like family.
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Interests
collecting tea sets, rooting shrubs (gardening), finding odd jewelry or items but are still tasteful-shopping second hand places
collecting tea sets, rooting shrubs (gardening), finding odd jewelry or items but are still tasteful-shopping
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Fighting It
November 6, 2009 8:13pm
I'm getting closer and closer-but I am trying hard to fight it.
Hospital, no thank you.
I have to fight it at home where my loves …
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Lazy deep depression
October 31, 2009 6:56pm
I'm in a lazy deep depression. The bed just keeps calling my name. I listen to my bed.
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No med= Sleep all day.
October 30, 2009 6:38pm
I didn't have one of my meds today. No my hubby failed to tell me again until I discovered I couldn't wake up. All I ask is that …
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I know that you continually have a difficult time; I'm proud of you for always trying to grasp for life and give much in return. z
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Boy, do I feel for you! Depression - is my middle name, most of my life. Take away my meds, and I'm suicidal, and always crying, and the world is over and pathetic, and no hope and all is dark. I don't feel this way on meds, but I always remember that it is BECAUSE of meds that I don't feel this way.
Last year I questioned it. And thought I was ok. I tapered very slowly over long time. I lasted a month... Then all hell broke loose. It's funny that as a child/teenager I was depressed (severely) and somewhat manic, then after meeting my husband, I guess for 5 years illness was dormant, and when I gave birth - the world turned over and I was in HELL (mixed manic state, nothing is worse, beats depression by itself, too). So of course, I figured that after 8 years, I got better. WRONG answer.
Any way, sorry to vent, but I know how you feel, tell me more about meds and we'll see why they're not working.
I can only give my opinion, not a doctor, of course!
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Support Groups
Close Bipolar Disorder
To talk with other BP's
Treatments
- Lamictal Not Working
- I took myself off two months ago due to rashes.
Close Personality Disorders
Type: Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)I want to talk with other BPD people.
Treatments
- Talking Too Soon to Tell
- I have only had one session with my therapist.
Open War & Terrorism
interested
Open Sleep Apnea
My husband has sleep apnea. My doc told me he thought I had it too but without insurance, I couldn't afford the test.
Treatments
- CPAP Working / Worked
- My husband and I have pieced together parts given to us to where we both have a CPAP machine.
- Lose Weight Too Soon to Tell
- Now that I am sleeping at nigh, I am more active during the day. I'm not even trying, the increased activity from a full night's sleep is working on it's own.
Open Diabetes Type 2
I've had diabetes for about seven years. Since my mental breakdown, I haven't been able to keep up with it well.
Treatments
- Eating Healthier Foods Working / Worked
- lost weight
- Metformin Working / Worked
- helps with my weight loss-everything goes straight out of me
- Physical Exercise Somewhat Helpful
- I work hard in my garden everyday. It has helped with weight loss, but I've almost passed out a few times.
Open High Blood Pressure
I have been having more and more trouble with HBP. Uninsured so not followed. It's been high lately.
Open Agoraphobia & Social Anxiety
I have suffered from agoraphobia and social anxiety for years. It wasn't until I was dx with depression that realized I had it.
Open Alzheimer's Disease
Stage: Early OnsetI'm only 39 but I was wondering if I might have some early onset.
Open Self-Injury
Ooops I did it again
Treatments
- Squeezing Ice Considering
- It has helped for awhile. It still just doesn't equal cutting, nothing does.
Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
Everyone tells me I'm OCD.
Treatments
- Paxil Not Working
- I'm not sure it is working.
