inmorghell's Journal

So about a week ago, I had some pretty dramatic events. The most important things I've learned is that I will NEVER again say that I have seen it all because the things that have happened to me were very bizaare, unreal (but real)..would that be surreal?haha, but none the less were life changing. Since I got Morgellons I have not dealt/coped the right way with this, but without getting more specific than I want to be at this time, I have fixed things and this has been DAY 7 that I have gotten out of my house and stayed out all day. I did more in the last 7 days around the house (the little time I did spend at home), than I have in about almost 2 years. I am FINALLY feeling good about life again, I was backed into the corner so bad with everything I was self destructive and had to find the strength in myself to take control and I have! Now I REALLY DO BELIEVE IN MIRACLES. This is the first time in years that I have really felt proud of myself and accomplished something but all of the things I'm now doing are really helping me to feel good, although my insomnia is KICKIN'! My I'm even getting my lazy ass to the gym, it's incredible. I have been feeling sh*&&y with this since January, so maybe this has to do with the change of seasons?  Don't know, but I finally feel like I'm getting a break and just hoping that these statements don't bite me in the ass one day, you know? haha

KIMERA, I KNOW THAT WE HAVEN'T TALKED, BUT I HAVEN'T FORGOT YOU AND YOU HAVE BEEN A BIG PART OF THAT! ROSES, STEFAN0, AND EVERYONE ELSE WHO'S REPLIED TO MY POSTS I WANT TO THANK YOU ALL REALLY BIG RIGHT NOW FOR BEING A MAJOR PART OF MY SUPPORT AND EVEN IF THIS DOES GET WORSE, IF IT IS JUST A SEASONAL THING, I KNOW THAT I STILL HAVE IT, BUT IF I CAN GET OUT OF THE HOUSE MY SYMPTOMS DON'T SEEM SO SEVERE AT TIMES. STRESS IS A BIG PART AND I WANT TO THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH. YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH YOUR SUPPORT HAS HELPED ME COPE KNOWING THAT I'M NOT ALONE. I LOVE YOU ALL THANKS!