June 24, 2009 1:47am
Okay, so since Therapy last week, I have slept two nights in a row. Still woke up and nightmares, but not as strong of emotions. I checked into …
June 17, 2009 3:26am
I am so frustrated with analyzing myself and my thoughts and feelings all the time. Why can;t I just come to grips that my life is falling apart. I …
June 14, 2009 1:51pm
Well, after about three hours this morning...I am now so emotional. I am still hiding in my room, Too weak to be out with the family. It makes …
June 14, 2009 1:12pm
Well, believe it or not, this is positive writing.
I had a chat with Dragonlady last night when I couldn't sleep. She is a gem, and I believe she …
June 13, 2009 5:57pm
Wow, my anxiety level is extremely high. It is 2:30 in the afternoon and I have had 6 anxiety spells, or panic attacks, or "episodes". …
“We need 4 hugs a day for survival. We need 8 hugs a day for maintenance. We need 12 hugs a day for growth.”
Sending to all my sister survivors: one of my all time favorite songs,
Shaking the Tree-Peter Gabriel
We are shaking the tree...
Waiting your time, dreaming of a better life
Waiting your time, so much more than just a wife
You dont have to do what your mother has done, she has done
This is your life, this new life has begun
Its your day - a womans day
Its your day - a womans day
Turning the tide, you are on the incoming wave
Turning the tide, you know you are nobodys slave
Find your brothers and sisters
Who can hear all the truth in what you say
They can support you when youre on your way
Its your day - a womans day
Its your day - a womans day
We are shaking the tree...
Theres nothing to gain when theres nothing to be lost
Theres nothing to gain if you stay behind and count the cost
Make a decision that you can be who you can be, you can be
Tasting the fruit, come to the liberly(? ) tree
Its your day - a womans day
Its your day - a womans day
Changing your ways, changing those surrounding you
Changing your ways, more than any man can do
Open your heart, show him the anger and pain, so you heal
Maybe hes looking for his womanly side, make him feel
You had to be so strong
And you do nothing wrong, nothing wrong at all
Were gonna to break it down
We have to shake it down, shake it all around
We are shaking the tree...
When you walk through a storm hold your head up high
And don't be afraid of the dark.
At the end of a storm is a golden sky
And the sweet silver song of a lark.
Walk on through the wind,
Walk on through the rain,
Tho' your dreams be tossed and blown.
Walk on, walk on with hope in your heart
And you'll never walk alone,
You'll never, ever walk alone.
Walk on, walk on with hope in your heart
And you'll never walk alone,
You'll never, ever walk alone.
I witnessed my daughters accident. When my husband and I got to her, she was dead. I did CPR on her. She is alive and well with only minor affects, but I just can't get over it or get past it. I can't handle death very well. There has been death all around me for all my life, I never thought I would ever need to do CPR on my own child.
Witnessed my daughters accident. when i got to her, she was dead. i did cpr. i can't get over it. I also was rear-ended, and my back is seriously injured, considering surgery.
I was diagnosed with severe Endometriosis in 1998. If it possible to "beat" this disease, I have. I have 2 wonderful miracle children.
I witnessed my daughters accident. When my husband and I got to her, she was dead, I did CPR. She is alive with only minor affects, but I can't get past it. My PTSD is getting worse. Contemplating suicide.
