zenquirky's Journal

This really sucks - I had a horrible night last night. I tossed and turned and kept waking up. It was continual tossing back and forth...my legs felt like there was something inside them that wouldn't let them lay still. I was in torment. It was the Celexa - this happened years ago when I took Paxil and then couldn't take it because it got to the point where I got so dizzy I couldn't function. So there goes the rx for Celexa down the tubes - I'm way too afraid to chance getting dizzy like that again. I don't have the time at work to take off to get well (it took me over a week to be able to go back to work). But I did make an appointment with a family doctor so I can talk to him about it. Hopefully something else on the Walmart list.

I'm upset though because I was trying on some clothes (none of mine fit and I have a lot if I could lose weight). My stomach is so protruded, huge. And my butt isn't helping matters either. I used to be so petite. This depresses me a lot and I brood over it in my head a lot all thru the day. Then I sat down on the couch to write this and started to eat potato chips..... :(   But I made myself stop after a few. I'm not going to eat anything else tonite. I hope I can sleep good and get up early enuf to walk on my treadmill. I hope..... My stomach has been feeling not that great today - I do feel swollen up esp right now. The dr had sad something about taking some liq mylanta with my zantac so I got some last nite. I took both before I went to bed and I think it helped, I still had some pain under my arm but it didn't seem as bad. Course I was struggling with flipping around like a fish in a frying pan in that bed so I probably wasn't concentrating on other stuff as much. I was pretty nauseous for quite a while when I first went to bed. The Celexa is definitely out as an option. I am going to do the zantac and mylanta again tonite to see how it goes without the interference of celexa. 

Oh one good thing I'm not drinking tonite.