zenquirky's Journal

I just got home from the store. I did get a rx from the dr for celexa. I picked it up and just took one. I also got some B12 (the kind that melt in your mouth). I've heard that B vitamins help with alcoholism. I am so hoping the celexa will help and not have side effects. I know it will probably take a few weeks to tell. I hope that I will be able to tell pretty quickly if it works or not. I feel a little better that I got something. It makes me feel like I am doing something to help myself. I told her about the pain in my armpit and she is sending me to a family dr (I don't have one) so I have to wait to see if the dr accepts me as a pt. She will order whatever blood tests and keep an eye on the Celexa and how it's going. I'm worried about the blood tests a teeny bit. If she orders an LFT - I wonder if or how bad it will be and if that will alert her to my problem. I hope not.

At the store I saw a guy I haven't seen for a long time and he is getting a divorce. He didn't ask me out or anything like that just talked for a minute. I've known him for a long time and his wife for almost all my life. But it made me feel good - we hugged when he first walked over. I miss hugging. Even tho it was nothing, it still made me feel good for a little bit. I'm glad to have the dr appt over with. She pushed on my stomach and didn't feel anything wrong. My stomach and lower back have been hurting me today. And I also felt burning in my stomach this morning.....I wonder if I'm trying to get an ulcer and it's not all about my liver and GERD issues. My stomach was burning right after my coworker told me she was leaving in ten minutes for the day which I didn't know. The doctor also said I may be having gallbladder issues, hence referring me to the family dr. The moles I was worried about didn't seem to concern her at all so that is a good thing too.