i'm doin great
July 24, 2009 12:05am
ok it's been like 15 days or so. i feel great and i've really changed since i went to the hospital. i love my new life and the way i live …
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jeg0523
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About Me
jeg0523
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About Me
My name is Joanne Georgiana and everyone calls me Jo-Jo. i'm 13 years old and have been a cutter since i was about 9 or 10. it wasn't that bad then so just about NOBODY knew about it. but now ever since i turned 12 it's been a lot harder to not cut and to hide from everyone. 2009 has been a pretty bad year with my cutting. cutting myself almost everyday if not everyday. i'm starting to go see a dr/shrink guy but idk how that'll work. i wanna stop cutting but i just can't. my whole family(that lives with me) and some other amily members know. also a bunch of my friends know. it's been reallly hard on me and i just don't know what to do. with depression and cutting, and all other things that are going on. like my mom wanting a devorce, our family in debt with over half a million dollars and lots of other things.i just wish life wasn't as hard as it is. i need family right now. i need friends right now. i just need someone to love me right now.
My name is Joanne Georgiana and everyone calls me Jo-Jo. i'm 13 years old and have been a cutter since i was about 9 or 10. it wasn't that bad then so just about NOBODY knew about it. but now ever since i turned 12 it's been a lot harder to not cut and to hide from everyone. 2009 has been a pretty bad year with my cutting. cutting myself almost everyday if not everyday. i'm starting to go see a dr/shrink guy but idk how that'll work. i wanna stop cutting but i just can't. my whole family(that lives
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Interests
singing, dancing, txting and talking on the phone, cutting, talking to Brittney(even if she's mad at me for cutting), and playing on my laptop. o ya and i love to play card games and board games.
singing, dancing, txting and talking on the phone, cutting, talking to Brittney(even if she's mad at
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That's not good Jojo, but at least you are able to "identify" it as wrong. Please try to consume less if not totally stop. No drinking until 21!
Love...XOXO
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what moive? why do u hate life?
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hey how are u today? i knowwhat you mean abouty gettingintroble i hate it. i weigh ee;l acaytlly i haveno clue how much i weigh last time i was weighed i weigh 141 wichis over weight .....
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i do have an ed too. how are u todau?
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Support Groups
Close Self-Injury
i've been a cutter since i was 9 or 10. i wasn't bad at all when i first started so nobody knew. but when i was 12 on forth i'd gotten really bad so now a lot of people know and i'm i counciling.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- i just started counciling so it's way too soon to tell but i think it might help me out a lot.
- Rubber Bands Not Working
- i have it and everything. i tried it and it just never worked for me.
- Talking Working / Worked
- i talk to Brittney and people on here. i mean they help but i still end up cutting for some reason. they are very comforting though.
Close Depression - Teen
i'm diagnosed with depression so it's hard on me. i used to be able to handle my depression but lately it's not working at all.
Treatments
- Art Too Soon to Tell
- just started it for ever once in a while
- Lexapro Too Soon to Tell
- i've been taking it for a week or two. it seems to be helping a little i think but it's still too soon to tell. i'l be on it fora year or longer. not sure yet. i was diagnosed with depression and perscribed meds when i went to a mental hosp for oding and i was rele rele rele mentally ill.
- Pets Somewhat Helpful
- well when i'm depressed i just get my kitty cat or my puppy dog. it's very helpful to me mosta the time.
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- i've tried staying positive but it never ends up working out for me so that sucks. but then again possitive thinking isn't really the thing i like to do. i'm ALWAYS negative no mater how hard and how long i try to stay possitive.
- Psychotherapy Considering
- well, we've gotten a date set up and everything. but it's not starting untill next month. maybe sooner tho since i'm still prown to relapsing on depression things and cutting and all that stuff.
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- i call my cousin and a very best friend of mine. they both live in New York so i just txt or call them or something and we talk about what's been going on. it seems to help me a lot
- Talking Working / Worked
- i vent it out to Brittney and Ashley(cousin and bffl) it helps me a lot because they went through the same kind of problem.
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- it sorta helps. i don't write in it much but it helps for some of the time. it just depends on what i say and what kind of day it is.
Open Eating Disorders
i don't eat for a few reasons but when i do eat i only have anywhere between 0-1 meal a day. and then after i do eat something i feel kinda sick. i can keep it down mosta the time but other than that it gets pretty bad. my parents are worried about me because i'm not eating but i am either not hungry or refuse to eat. i don't really know what to do.
Open Bisexuality
i am bisexual and have only realized it since last year, 2008
Open ADHD / ADD
i possibly most likely have ADD
Open Anxiety
i have a lot of anxiety
Treatments
- Breathing Exercises Working / Worked
- used to work
- Lexapro Working / Worked
- taking it. not too much now
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- never worked for me
Open Asthma
i have asthma but was never told it as a child(i'm only 13 tho)
Treatments
- Breathing Exercises Working / Worked
Open Anxiety Disorders in Children
i have anxiety a lot and i am 13 years old.
Treatments
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- sometimes it ooes help me but not terribly too much.
Open Diabetes Type 1
i might have diabetes. idk tho
Open Families & Friends Affected By Suicide
i have had a few friends kill themselves and commit suicide. :(
Treatments
Open Family & Friends of Cancer Patients
my grandpa has cancer and a few other relatives of mine havce cancer. also my friend has cancer
Open Financial Challenges
my family might have to file for bankrupsy soon
Open Hypoglycemia (low blood sugar)
i have low blood sugar a lot
Open Trichotillomania (Hair Pulling)
Type: Trichotillomaniai've started pulling my eyelashes and my hair out a lot. i also pick my scabs.
Open Weight Loss For Teens
i want to loose weight.
