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i've been doing things to keep my mind off cutting and lizzie.
last night i diy'ed a shirt..it doesn't look half bad.
i need a ride to wal-mart so i can get more shirts to diy.
i also need a xacto knife (sp?) but i might use it for other things..
i'm gonna do some baking now.
hm..cupcakes..or a cake?...
then later i'm gonna make pizza.
haha i really need to fill up my day so that i don't think.
it's awful to think.
lately i've been seeing wild tiger lillies. i hate them. so much.
that was her favorite flower.
everytime i come across a lonely one, i rip it off.
i still have anger in me.
i have a lot of bitter emotions in me.
although i'm in this state of mind, i can feel that i am better than her.
i can do better and i know it.
she had such ugliness..that i ignored before.
i don't see myself forgiving her.
but i do see myself with other people.
i bought a ticket by myself to go to grand central and a roundtrip on a subway card.
thats the amount i need to go into the city or to brooklyn (where casey lives)
i just want to hang out..meet new people.
i wish that we could have met up at pride and its really sad that her dog died :(
maybe she can come over here but i don't know what we could do here hahah
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I may have an xacto knife for you, I'll look around. If not I can easily buy one for you. Don't worry about it. We can take out our anger together [I'm beginning to get anger towards Chet]
As for Lizzy, me and uhm, Konata? I don't know his real name, but he told you all about Emma, that kid, we were actually talking about Lizzy.
He said something that seemed completely right. That she tries to do good, but when she finds someone better than her she destroys them, or attempts to.
I think that's what you were. She realized you were better than her, which is true, and she tried destroying you. What you need to do is to not let it distract you. thats what she wants.
Be good. Do good. Help those who need it, and most of all, ACT LIKE NOTHING HAPPENED. I learned that it's easier with me and Tyler. We need to talk about that.
Don't let her get what she wants.
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actually....that makes a LOT of sense, haley.
she knew that i could do better...we were talking (more like she was rambling) how i'm the prettier one in the relationship and how people look at me, not her when we are together. (i pretended to say "oh thats silly" and stuff like that)
...but i think its true. she knew that i could do so much better but didn't want me to see it..so thats why she dated casey..because casey was desperate..and lizzie was desperate..
thank you so much babyy
i love you!
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