Journal Entry for October 4, 2009
How can you make me feel like shit and amazing at the same time?
i love music i love loving i love my family i love dancing i love being happy i love singing i love my puppy i love my friends
i love music i love loving i love my family i love dancing i love being happy i love singing i love my puppy i love my friends
How can you make me feel like shit and amazing at the same time?
last night we talked until 2 am.
i said some stuff that could be taken the wrong way.
i like the way she listens
i know she's sincere,
but i …
i'm going to start blogging..
i'm going to do something different than this.
School today..
just thought id let u know, ur loved and missed. Hugs
hahah the babies love cell phones! It was baby Owen, he's like 1 and is teething. You should have seen his face when you called-it scared him so badly
do you have like this superpower of calling me at the most inappropriate times?
Once I was at the doctor, another time the phone was in a baby's mouth and as soon as it vibrated the baby screamed, one time during dying a kids hair with bleach all over my hands, WOMAN!
I miss talking to you so much though! CONTROL YOUR SUPER POWER!
i saw 'i miss you' before i saw your face and i was like 'whoa....what the fuckkkkk...'
but then i saw your face and i was like OH I MISS YOU
WOMAN!
I am so so so sorry I didn't answer last night.
okay okay. We gotta schedual this.
Tomorrow I have family coming over and today I have doctors.
when's good for you?
she dumped me and it made me feel absolutely miserable
came out in 9th grade
i'm diagnosed with anxiety. i've had it since i was little
The last time I've cut was mid-April 2009. My legs are pretty beat up from it. I'm trying really hard to be sober. My motto is that the things in my life that are hurting me DOESN'T deserve my cuts or my pain. So far..I haven't fallen into temptation