laur266's Journal

so i was thinking tonight... i have a lot of problems.

i have had problems for a long time.

and i never really thought about them all at once.

i've never really counted them, or put them all in a list

so i'm going to do that now

i am 16... 

i have/had a stress fracture in my spine

i've had terrible, terrible back pain for a year

i used to cut (grade 7 to grade 9)

i've been bulimic for 14 months

i have been anorexic in the past

i have depression (i'm on prozac, but it doesn't seem to be working right)

i have had suicidal thoughts.. still do sometimes, not often though

i have anger issues (punching walls, throwing things, screaming) 

so basically, i think im crazy