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Went to the Vet affairs orientation today. Just to find out I have to go though all this testing again to prove I have Lupus, CHF and Kidney failure. I have had it. If I could afford to stay with civilian doctors I would. Most of my doctors will be in Durham. I live in Garner and have no car. Iam so fed up with alot of things. My boyfriend still has no job. We are still in the dark. Iam very depressed because we were really hoping that the electric would be on tomorrow and it wont. The way it is looking , it maybe another week. Always when I get paid. I didnt eat today. Didnt take my meds either. Maybe tomorrow will be better cause today was very disappointing. I have to return to the VA clinic tomorrow. Here goes eight tubes of blood or more. No eating until the blood work is done. I thought they were going to do it today and did nothing. I have nine different meds and no refills until the doctor reverifies everything. So here we go again. One good thing did happen to day. I heard from the social security attorney about my claim. Friday I go before the Vet affairs board about increasing my disability rating. I cant wait until things settle down.
