soberworld09's Journal

12 days since i last drunk...12 days since i threw in the towel to alcohol.. knowing i have thrown it in for good... but also knowin i have to change everything ...life is ok right now.. honesty for me is very important for me ..... recently  have not really had many resentments... and when i have i have recognised them....  tomorrow i am havin a college interview.. animal care level 1...

when i was young i always wante to work with animals but never believed in myself i was good enough so i pushed it to aside and carried on.. knowin in my heart it was my dream job.... now i have a a amzing opportunity to do something that i want  and im lookin foward to it.. looking foward to meeting new people....

i have also applied to volunteer to work in a zoo for weekends to give me experience....

im soooo soooo grateful to be sober...  everyday sober is a good day....

im in the middle of arranging to get profesional help outside of aa thats going along ok...

i stilll get my up and down days but i sit with it now and dont react to every feeling i feel...

i feel positive..

i know alcohol will always b there to opull me back into that misery... but its me who has to change... alcohol was never the problem.. I WAS