natashacall's Journal

Life is interesting.  I never thought I'd be seeing so many grey hairs!  definitely time to color again!  It may be a bit, however, since we have been unemployed since March.  No cut and color for a bit.  My website is coming along at www.inspiredlemonade.com.  It seems like I am losing my mind though because I keep losing track of where I am on the site...probably just Lyme brain.  I wish that people would read it and get uplifted though.  Traffic is a tricky thing...that is Internet traffic.  Hmm.  I'm glad it's Sunday and that I'll be able to at least muddle through 3 hours of church.  I love the gospel and wish that Sundays were not as much of a challenge.  However, being that I am attempting to be my type-A self throughout the week and pretend that I don't have Lyme, it seems that weekends get the best of me and I seem to crash and burn.  It's frustrating!  Other people take church (and life, for that matter) so for granted.  I wouldn't want someone elses "stuff" though.  I'll take my Lyme, my kids' Asperger's, and my husband's unemployment any day as compared to other people's "stuff".  Well, gotta get breakfast and get everyone going and ready for church at 11am.  Hopefully I'll feel good enough to go to Steve's mom's for family dinner tonight...I feel bad that I often don't.  Affirmation:  I am open to the blessings that my Heavenly Father is providing.  I am open to the positive energy that the Universe is providing in abundance.  I feel the positive energy in all of my activities, thoughts, words, and deeds.  I am positive energy.  I am a great mom, wife, daughter, neighbor and friend.  I can do all that I want to do.  Life is beautiful.