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Close Self-Injury

well it all started when my dog died and i pretended that it was fine just moved on but i still had bad dreams and flashes of some of the more gruesome scenes and i cried at night sometimes. anyways about 2 years i was finally really happy again since i started horseback riding. my mom started going on a lot of trips and soon i found it was because she got a new job in new york and we were going to move. when we got there i was really sad but again i just pretended i was ok with it for my family but now about a year later i started realizing how sad and depressed i am and how much i really loved serbia and my dog. slowly i discovered another way of getting rid of my pain, cutting. i cried every night when my parents were sleeping and then since it hurt really bad i started cutting and cover it up with makeup. i know other people have much better reasons for being depressed but i can't help it which makes me feel worse because then i feel spoiled. anyways that's my story...

Close Sexual Abuse

i was sexually harassed by mu uncle and have never told anyone about it

Treatments

Art Somewhat Helpful

it helped a lot to vent out all the built up emotions especially since im not much of a talker

Music Working / Worked

music definitely helps a lot