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Just spoke to my sponsor and she let me vent my ass off. Maybe I've lost a little weight! Lol... At least I've lost some weight off my shoulders and I am so blessed to have such an intelligent beautiful person in my life.
She had the opportunity to vent as well and that was even more of a blessing!
Thank you Lord for so many angels in our lives.
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I'm pissed today. I am aggravated. I'm nervous. I'm anxious.... I'm a fucking ball of negative shit! 
I'm too fucking tired to write out all of the reasons why.............................. Fuck!!!
I'm too fucking tired to write out all of the reasons why.............................. Fuck!!!UPDATED GOALS
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Feel better Julie? I did. Sometimes you just need to vent, and it's okay if it's done safely. I also know 'it will pass' :)
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Been there done that.....*sigh*
I just had a med change 2 days ago for my bipolar. Hoping and praying for improvement as I have been so depressed for the past couple months. Thank god I have school to concentrate on but the depression makes me very tired. A little rapid cycling going on also. This is so frustrating but I am managing with prayer and meditation. I have even found it hard to be on the board at times but I'm forcing myself to get out of myself and surround myself and others with support. Been going to AA meeting and was feeling self conscious because of the depression. I want to offer hope, not be a downer..... I'm shy to speak in front of 30 plus people at once as it is. Trying to overcome that anxiety. A friend at the meeting said the only way to get over it is to just start talking! We will try....
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Public speaking is something most people fear. I'm glad prayer and meditation are helping. Hope you get on the right meds and begin to feel better soon~Take Care,Katie
As Alabama would say..... I believe there are Angels Among Us!
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Lean on me...when your not strong... and I'll be your friend...
It is a blessing, and it's also you taking action.
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