kerrifawn's Journal

Dear God,

I just found out I'm codependent and I don't know what i'm going to do. I have never had this problem before. If I have I have never sought treatment for it before. I have hid it for 8 yrs and that is a long time to hide it. Boy am I glad to admit it. I told my counselor about my friend from New York who I was worried about and that was when she diagnosed me with codependency and told me to slow the friendship down and let my friend live her life and limit my time on the computer. It hurts cause I can't send my friend letters or call her on the phone cause I'm always scared that she'll end up in the hospital but I have to reassure myself she is fine.