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shelbyton 
I have not been writing for awhile my last time gambled was almost 3 weeks ago and ended in a horrible fiasco where I had a black eye and some girl went to jail for assault. This would have never happened had I not been in a casino, needless to say I went through about 2 weeks of depression and it set off my anxiety. I really have not thaught about the casino, but only because I am going to a wedding in Vegas this weekend. All my thaughts have been focused on that and school. I am not going to kid myself into thinking I will not gamble I mean it will be everywhere, but at least I have other things and people to occupy most of my time. I told my friends about GA and my gambling problem there are 3 of us girls going so they will help me find other things to do. I have spent the last week being girly shopping for dresses and accessories, gettining manni and peddis. I am very excited to go I just cannot obsess over gambling. I have stayed somewhat focused on school I got 99% on my first math test and it is sort of higher math, so that feels good, I also got 170% on a economics discussion I don't know why I got so much extra credit but I will take it. I am feeling pretty good, have not been to GA for a couple weeks though, I don't know why I have not been other than most of my homework is do thurs nites online the same nite my GA is. I will be going back after my trip, I know it is not healthy for me not to go, I tend to get very focused on one thing and have a one track mind that gets me into trouble and sets off my obsessive thaught pattern so I really need to start widening my scope of things. Today I will not gamble today I will not obsess.
