I have gone through a lot in my life...and to deal with all of it, i cut. i started when i was raped about 9 months ago. I dont know how else to deal with the pain. I have a lot of family problems and sometimes i feel like i have no true friends. I have no self esteem at all. Im in highschool but its so stressful because i just dont think im very smart.I tend to get made fun of a lot in school and it sucks. I always bring myself down and i take everything personally. I feel useless in everything i do and always find something wrong with me in everything i do.
I have gone through a lot in my life...and to deal with all of it, i cut. i started when i was raped about 9 months ago. I dont know how else to deal with the pain. I have a lot of family problems and sometimes i feel like i have no true friends. I have no self esteem at all. Im in highschool but its so stressful because i just dont think im very smart.I tend to get made fun of a lot in school and it sucks. I always bring myself down and i take everything personally. I feel useless in everything
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does he like her, instead of me? would she do that? UGH!…
August 19, 2009 1:14pm
so the other day i realized...i havent cut in a really long time!!! and to tell u teh truth...im really proud of myself. and lately when im upset i …
June 9, 2009 1:10pm
been 8 days since i last cut....hopefully ill stay not cutting!
hopefully...
June 5, 2009 8:39pm
Why is it that the one guy who actually likes me lives in a different state?Why is it that it seems like everyone elses life seems so much better …
May 31, 2009 4:12pm
ive been doin really well...i havent cut in about 3 weeks. and lately i havent really felt like i needed to either.
Hey stranger... hope you doing ok, nah, good, nah, great!!! have a good one
i hope you get through all the stress and crap in your life with as little pain as possible. :-)
Jo
Feel better hun! If u wanna talk just tell me.
Is everything okay? Your status is worrisome.
I'm glad I can help.
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i have never told anyone in detail what has happened to me. i think i might be ready too but i dont know anyone who i can tell! basically...one party that went wayyyy wrong!
never in a good mood, even when im with friends im sad. i cry too much i just wanna die!
my parents divorced last summer. i was in new york for a month visitin family and i got a phone call from my mom telling me that her and my dad werent together anymore. now i barely talk to my dad and ive heard what a jackass he really was. it sucks thinking u know someone then finding out u really dont. also stinks knowing ur parents hate eachother!
i am scared of a LOT of things...it keeps me from doing things in life. im scared of cars, fire, bugs, roller coasters, mascots, public speaking and many more!!
when im mad...i get mad!! it kinda runs in the family...but i can get to the point of punchin things and throwin things. it can get badd!
im a very very jealous person....jealous of everything!
