not getting easier
June 10, 2009 8:33pm
Texted back and forth with my H last night for a little bit. There are still so many feelings there. I wonder every single day WHY?? Why did this …
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I don't know how to get through this. My H cheated on me with his xw and I struggled with everything in me to forgive him. Less than a year later he cheated with another woman. Now I have found a bunch of emails where he's been talking sexually to the xw and where they've been meeting. He lost his job last year because of his depression and bi-polar. I've been supporting him and trying to put our marriage back together. Now I just cannot believe anything he says. He says terrible things about me to the xw and other people. I feel like a failure. My heart is broken in a million pieces and no patch can fix it. I'm devastated.
I don't know how to get through this. My H cheated on me with his xw and I struggled with everything in me to forgive him. Less than a year later he cheated with another woman. Now I have found a bunch of emails where he's been talking sexually to the xw and where they've been meeting. He lost his job last year because of his depression and bi-polar. I've been supporting him and trying to put our marriage back together. Now I just cannot believe anything he says. He says terrible things about me
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Wanted to send you a hug and let you know that i'm still thinking about you..especially when i see that sweet little Boston picture as your avatar! I made my break with my hubby. I'll have to send you a message about it!
Big Hugs!!
Beth :)
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HEY! JUST CHECKING IN TO SEE HOW YOU ARE...I AM HERE FOR YOU IF YOU WANT TO TALK...MANY HUGS TO YOU XOXOXO HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY!!! TAMMY
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SENDING YOU A WHOLE LOTTA LOVE AND HUGS TO BRIGHTEN YOUR DAY!! YOU WILL GET THROUGH THIS SO HANG IN THERE..MANY HUGS XOXOXO TAMMY
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Hi!
I wanted to give you a hug after reading your profile. Why do guys have to be such jerks...we stick wit them through thick and thin, and they just don't appreciate us. I hope things get better for you, and if you ever need to talk i'm here for you! Take Care!
Beth :)
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I am here because the man I thought I could trust with my life until the day I died cheated on me with at least 2 different women.
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- Divorce Too Soon to Tell
- We are not divorced yet. I only found all this out recently and I've been dying inside. I found out that he's not only been cheating on me, but saying horrible things about me to other women.
- Forgiveness Not Working
- When I found out he had an affair 2 years ago, I did a lot of soul-searching and decided that I could forgive him, which I did. He swore it would never happen again and said it didn't mean anything to him. Obviously, I was a fool. He kept on doing it again and again.
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